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Dec. 23rd, 2006 @ 08:53 pm Dear Santa
Dear Santa...

Dear Santa,

This year I've been busy!

Last Thursday I helped [info]hatesstupidppl see the light (8 points). In November I committed genocide... Sorry about that, [info]star_spark (-5000 points). In July I set [info]unknown_fetish's puppy on fire (-66 points). Last Tuesday I helped [info]underurcovers across the street (6 points). Last Monday I ruled Asscrackistan as a cruel and heartless dictator (-700 points).

Overall, I've been naughty (-5752 points). For Christmas I deserve a spanking!

Sincerely,
tif_boi70

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Dec. 11th, 2006 @ 04:26 pm hope
We must accept finite disappointment, but we must never lose infinite hope.
--Dr. Martin Luther King Jr.

I guess the good old DR is right. What I month it has been indeed. a month full of disappointment by both family and friends. All too often I trust prematurely and it ends up getting me in the end. Maybe Iam to open with people. but I will say this..... it is the people with hidden intention we must be warry of not the ones making their intention known to all, because anytime you have something good. Ive been working at the group home alot and it has been so bad with the holiday coming up. We had one girl mom even cut all ties with her 3 weeks before christmas ( what has the world come too). I took the girls to The Nutcracker and it was amazing to see them experience it for the first time. It is always amazing to see these girls who so many have given up on have have something good done in their life. Maybe thats why I stay, my bleeding heart won't let me leave. Today I found out I am losing my job in 60 days they are phase my dept out. I would be lying if I said I wasnt scared. I can't lose my health insurance not to mention the good money. It kindas puts a damper on my holiday plans. but oh well everything happens for a reason right?
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Sep. 18th, 2006 @ 07:37 am (no subject)
Current Location: Work
Current Mood: loved
I felt violated last night while working. I always expect the best out of people and I find my self being disappointed more and more these days. Maybe Iam to trusting, maybe believing in the good in people as much as do is too much, maybe Iam living a lie. Maybe I should see them like everyone else does. Iam beganing to feel numb to their stories and it scares me. I came home broken and dirty from their lies and deciet. I cried and no matter how far I drove away the feelings never seemed to fade. I only analyzed the deception more and more. I came to more love then I ever had in my entire life and with each kiss and embrace my dirt rinsed away. It gave me hope for the others. Becuase....... I was once THEM!!!!!

Thanks Keely for showing me the person i had inside and for being the brightess light on my journey to find myself. I wish everyone had an angel like mine.
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Jul. 27th, 2006 @ 08:41 am For all thoughs people
1. I'll respond with something random about you
2. I'll challenge you to try something
3. I'll pick a color that I associate with you
4. I'll tell you something I like about you
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of
7. I'll ask you something I've always wanted to ask you
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on yours
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Jun. 16th, 2006 @ 02:38 pm Tell me what you really think!!!! ( I wonder how many people will actually do this)
I stole this.

I am enabling anonymous posting and disabling IP logging.

Tell me what you think of me. Say it all. Even if it's bad. Tell the truth.
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Jun. 13th, 2006 @ 08:02 am I was bored no work yet
You scored as XI: Justice. The blindfold arbiter weighs the evidence and passes judgement without fear or favour. There can be no appeal.Justice is not necessarily the same as Law. True justice seeks out the spirit of the law, not just its letter. If a law is bad then true Justice will set that law aside. This is the sacred responsibility of those given the power to judge. If well aspected in a Tarot reading, this card can indicate settlement of disputes, the achievement of a just outcome. If badly aspected this card can indicate corruption and failure of justice.

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XI: Justice

100%

II - The High Priestess

94%

XVI: The Tower

88%

XIII: Death

81%

IV - The Emperor

81%

III - The Empress

75%

VIII - Strength

75%

XIX: The Sun

75%

I - Magician

56%

VI: The Lovers

50%

X - Wheel of Fortune

38%

0 - The Fool

38%

XV: The Devil

13%

Which Major Arcana Tarot Card Are You?
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May. 25th, 2006 @ 12:07 pm hahaha
You scored as Old School Democrat. Old school Democrats emphasize economic justice and opportunity. The Democratic ideal is best summarized by the Four Freedoms: freedom of speech, freedom of worship, freedom from want, and freedom from fear.

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Old School Democrat

90%

New Democrat

85%

Green

70%

Libertarian

65%

Pro Business Republican

40%

Foreign Policy Hawk

25%

Socially Conservative Republican

5%

What's Your Political Philosophy?
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May. 16th, 2006 @ 08:15 pm (no subject)
My drag name will now be




CLIFT TORRES


lol


and that is all......
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Mar. 6th, 2006 @ 10:06 pm oh sylvia always makes me feel better
Sleepers


No map traces the street
Where those two sleepers are.
We have lost track of it.
They lie as if under water
In a blue, unchanging light,
The French window ajar

Curtained with yellow lace.
Through the narrow crack
Odors of wet earth rise.
The snail leaves a silver track;
Dark thickets hedge the house.
We take a backward look.

Among petals pale as death
And leaves steadfast in shape
They sleep on, mouth to mouth.
A white mist is going up.
The small green nostrils breathe,
And they turn in their sleep.

Ousted from that warm bed
We are a dream they dream.
Their eyelids keep up the shade.
No harm can come to them.
We cast our skins and slide
Into another time.

Sylvia Plath
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Mar. 1st, 2006 @ 10:04 am Sisterhood
Someone give me a diffinition of sisterhood!!
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Mar. 1st, 2006 @ 12:24 am livejournal a forum for backstabing
people stop using livejournal as a way to start problems contact the person directly and talk to them dont post and just add fuel to the fire that is extremely immature!
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Feb. 27th, 2006 @ 01:18 am this is not about keely it is about everyone else especially family
you dont have to like it
you dont even have to understand
beacuse frankly you never will
no one ever will
my feelings are far to advanced
for you and everyone else
you just have to be there
be there to lend a hand
not advice.... only a hand
You dont have to like it
beacuse frankly you never will
and iam sick of trying ....
to explain only to fail
but failure has always been
a familar feeling....
see how little you know
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Feb. 27th, 2006 @ 01:16 am (no subject)
oh insomnia how Ive missed you !!!!
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Feb. 24th, 2006 @ 02:08 pm (no subject)
THIS IS A TEST LOL
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Feb. 20th, 2006 @ 01:58 pm my day
Keely and I went with some of the members of GRL yesterday to gut a house out we did things lke rip carpet up and scrape title off the floor and destroy rooms it was fun but so freaking tiring. We then went over to jaice for a mary kay party ( I know shut up it doesnt make me any less butch) and I got a facial and they put powder on me. It was funny but this just shows how much i love all of me Zeta sisters ( you guys are the best). We then went the NDOS meeting and it went well iam proud f us this year shoudl kick ass. Then i went home and cooked dinner for keely and then she didnt feel good so i made her as comfotable as I could and went over to carolyns and watched but iam a cheerleader with carolyn, megan, jaice, erin, liz and mike it was fun i love that movie. I then decided to get some interviews done and carolyn taked forever it wa sgreat it gave me a real good insight to what was going on. We finally got done and we went and met the others at Tut's that was great i had so much fun i got so interview done and talk to ASU's amazing USG president and then just got to know people better which was so much fun. Erin said something last night that was so great she said that for the first time she has friends hwo accept her and love her just because of who she is and you know what that is exactly how I feel all these girls are so funny, intelligent and just all around amazing to have conversatins with and Iam having such a great time just getting to know them. Thanks GIRls lol!!!

HIghlights

keely ripping the door off the wall
maria and I putting our foot through a wall
mirand and AJ
ripping a sink out
wrapping maria in carpet
keely tearing up the room with maria and I waching in amazement
getting a facial
the mary kay party in general
Getting somewhere at the NDOS meeting
watching the movie but not really paying attention
interviewing carolyn
Smoking hookah and almost choking because of sick lol
interviewing everyone
and just all around having fun
til midinght!!
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Feb. 14th, 2006 @ 08:07 am I stole this from sara who probably stole it too ......
Current Mood: awake
Current Music: everyone type on the computer in the loan center
How You Life Your Life

You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside.
You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think.
You tend to have one best friend you hang with, as opposed to many aquaintences.
Some of your past dreams have disappointed you, but you don't let it get you down.
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Feb. 13th, 2006 @ 11:39 pm Valentines Day
I love valentines Day and My beautiful GF Muah !!!!!
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Feb. 13th, 2006 @ 11:25 pm Stuck!!!
I live in this box, well we all do actaully, I usually grow out of my box quite fast, normally never waiting to get too comfortable and always wanting to make myself better and more rounded. I feel like so many others right now that are stuck in this box where everything is familar and comfortable. This is a place where self growth stops and new knowledge about yourself and who you are is hard to find. This is a place where we do nothing we have never done before, we challenge nothing, we never sep out of this box to see what or how much we are capable of. I wanna climb out of this box, close it up, and put it on my shelf so i can go back to it every once in a while as some sort of reference but i know i wanna live outside of it challenging myself, beocming better, gaining knowlegde and self awareness. but where do I start?
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Feb. 12th, 2006 @ 02:00 pm my candy heart
***Your Candy Heart Says "Hug Me"***


A total sweetheart, you always have a lot of love to give out.
Your heart is open to where ever love takes you!

Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a surprise romantic evening that you've planned out

Your flirting style: lots of listening and talking

What turns you off: fighting and conflict

Why you're hot: you're fearless about falling in love


What Does Your Candy Heart Say?
http://www.blogthings.com/whatdoesyourcandyheartsayquiz/
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Feb. 10th, 2006 @ 01:14 pm (no subject)
I scratch away at this skin
I was born into
better yet forced into
it binds me like a straight jackets
dictates movements
restrains me
limits me

I scratch away and try
to break free
from the duties
my skins has
laid upon my soul
not enough
never enough

I scratch away this skin
this image
this role
that my skin promotes
no more
no more role
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