| Dec. 11th, 2006 @ 04:26 pm hope |
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We must accept finite disappointment, but we must never lose infinite hope. --Dr. Martin Luther King Jr.
I guess the good old DR is right. What I month it has been indeed. a month full of disappointment by both family and friends. All too often I trust prematurely and it ends up getting me in the end. Maybe Iam to open with people. but I will say this..... it is the people with hidden intention we must be warry of not the ones making their intention known to all, because anytime you have something good. Ive been working at the group home alot and it has been so bad with the holiday coming up. We had one girl mom even cut all ties with her 3 weeks before christmas ( what has the world come too). I took the girls to The Nutcracker and it was amazing to see them experience it for the first time. It is always amazing to see these girls who so many have given up on have have something good done in their life. Maybe thats why I stay, my bleeding heart won't let me leave. Today I found out I am losing my job in 60 days they are phase my dept out. I would be lying if I said I wasnt scared. I can't lose my health insurance not to mention the good money. It kindas puts a damper on my holiday plans. but oh well everything happens for a reason right? |